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If anyone is going to TSTC in Waco this upcomming year I'd like to meet you.
04/25/2005
Monday
School was kinda weird today... but oh well. I really really really want to write up my poems, but I dont have the time to do it tonight; because I am a lazy ass. Well last night I fell asleep watching the spurs game, they lost and I woke up all hot and sweaty; well not really sweaty; but moist. I felt like shit and I called Charlene, it was an hour after I told her origionally I was going to call her, and then I told her I wanted to sleep; so I did go to sleep, but I feel awful about it. She read me a poem; it was sweet, and Douglas liked it. Now she has a site so I am going to have to start linking her name. like this; Charlene. Hey, its Douglas!!! look at him. blaherk. know what is funny that I told tammy todayy? "You know that sound in independence day when the alien is being cut open, and it moves; then it gets inside the doctors mind; and his wet tenticals are everywhere; and screeching yea... thats the sound that my monitor is making at me right now." lmao, I cracked up when I thought of that, but it was almost the same greatness the second time said. No time after school to do anything, I have the rest of the year to myself; and I havent even worked on my college essay anymore. FUCK ME! damn. I need to do it. I havent even looked at anymore homework tonight because I just cared about my physics, although its a half- assed job, because the presentation is due tomorrow and everything. But I just changed my mind to do an experiment today durring second. so bleh. have a nice day. night. bleh.
♥ Douglas
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04/24/2005
Sunday
Another Brilliant Day. I got up at 8, went to church; made a new friend at SheSays.Org. Her name is Colleen and she is great! After church I came home and painted a chair. Its Special. Ate; Then went to see peacemaker. Came home blogged. Talked to Charlene on the phone, looked through pictures on Chris' site. I have a headach, so now I am going to stop blogging and eventually die. -Always ends on a happy note- Adios.
♥ Douglas
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04/23/2005
Saturday
Yes so I know.... Shitty layout; right? I tried. I just suck at making them, I cant help it. Maybe if I had someone to help me? anyone... anyone at all? please... ? So I saw the movie saw already today and dropped Charlene home. desided to blog because when I was driving back I listened to staind; loud. I realised that its been a while since I've been sad; like really sad. it got me to thinking a lot about the last few weeks... dosnt matter too much I guess.. I mean I am happy; sometimes, but others I skip being sad and just write and "stuff". I dont tend to think things though... untill tonight; where I am realising what I've been doing and I'd rather think than act right now.oh well, just more to think about tonight; instead of sleeping. Pleasent Dreams. I blogged at like 12:00Am this morning and went to bed at 3:00Am, woke up at 8:00Am so I am kinda tired. Right now its about 11:00Am and I've already cut, trimmed, and blew the yard. blogged too; music has been good this morning. Well; I will probably blog later. Try and change the layout; cause I dont like it. She is pretty; just in the pics I used they were huge so I had to scale them down, and my lightness on my screen was down, so it looked better when I was making it in psp9. oh yea; I think the last day of that program (try-buy) was yesturday. well; that blows. adios.
♥ Douglas
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04/22/2005
Friday
So Here is how prom kinda went... we went to a place where the guy chops the food up infront of you and flings around knives; cool. then limo there that was a lot easier then trying to find the place. when there we took our picture; and talked to some people, danced; lmao... kinda funny dancing though just cause I'd rather make a fool of myself then look stupid trying to accually dance... limo back pictures with mom dad and went to garretts to watch tommy boy. end of the night; it was a lot of fun.
Prom Was Badass. That Is All I Have To Say At This Moment In Time. Time To Go Crash Out. I Had An Awsome Time; But Now I Am Exausted. Hope Everyone Had As Much Fun As I Did.
How come my layouts always turn out so shitty? Well; now I have a new menu so its not as complicated to get around as it was before; I am in the process of deleting the "you" diffrent section of my site; and making it so its all just one section; just split off from here. blah blah blah. Today was alright; I ate a lot though. Crackers - milkshake - pepperment patty - briskit - two sodas... no wonder I have a stomach. gah; I took a nap today too; and ditched david sanches' party. it was only gonna be me him and cole. but I just dont know the guy anymore, and I dont know how I could have been his friend for so long if we dont talk untill its his birthday. plus I am running a little low on cash; so I would have to be like penny scraping to buy him a present. WEll, now I am awake; it took me a little while but I am. I also watched tv today; beast-man or something, some guy that can talk to animals that fights evil forces and protects nature... blah blah blah. what a boring life. but last night was badass. Charlene should be calling soon to come over and do something, but I am not sure if she will or not; or what we will do. I still have to do math homework; and a five page paper for physics. bleh; read too. oh well. life goes on, it goes on... just been going slow this past day.
♥ Douglas
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04/19/2005
Tuesday
Today was alright; I found out that it wasnt my fault for the huge tellephone bill she got. I was in a bad mood for part of the day just for being tired; and anxious about the game. I got a 78.9 on my physics test by myself-but she is going to do a class curve so I will probably get somewhere in the 90's. Durring that class Mrs. R - the security guard came into the class and looked at our uniforms; without saying anything I think she wrote like 5 people up; was so retarded. Oh well, shit happeneds; but thats still retarded. I felt so exausted today; I want to go and take sleeping pills because I want to sleep... now. I cant though; I have to get up early in the morning and drive; and I dont want to feel all woozely... and I have to stay up tonight so I can get my frustrations down on paper. What a wonderful world. I am going to make some more cd's tonight; maybe a sugar ray one; and a rap favs. not too too sure though. <3 third eye blind they are great. and verve pipe... Freshmen. lets see; I want to listen to music right now... Did you know! that Adobe BOUGHT Macromedia!!! YES! it is true, they bought the company out for about 3.4 Billion dollars! Wow. I wish I had that much money. Well; for them to be one of the leading graphic program designers out there I think that Adobe is turning itself into quite a monopoly. ( monopoly Of, relating to, or being a market in which there is a single seller of a particular good or service. ) Anyway I feel like I am fading away; good song by Seether by the way (Fade Away). The baseball game was alright today; Last Baseball Game In My HighSchool Carrear!: I think I:Myself made like 6 of the outs. would have been 7 if the ref wasnt so fucking blind! Made me so angry that I yelled at coach, and the crowd; I was like... "Dont worry coach he's got a astigmatism in his right eye, he cant see very well; he's blind... dont worry coach just go back, refs blind!" ( astigmatism A visual defect in which the unequal curvature of one or more refractive surfaces of the eye, usually the cornea, prevents light rays from focusing clearly at one point on the retina, resulting in blurred vision. ) I am liking these little side notes on what bigger words mean, kinda like a dictionary!!! (should have one on the site so could link words to their meanings); I wonder if they are helping anyone. time to put on some music- getting tired; bored of writing so much. Rape Me. sorry; first song that was on. fun song. Rape me again; Rape me again my friend. I say Hate me, Hate me again, Hate me, Hate me my friend. Vermillion Part II is on right now; thats a good song too, but some survey person just called; some survey person called yesturday too... We are on the Texas no call list; I wonder why people are calling, and if the Texas no call list is for surveyers as well as tellomarketors. I ate a string cheese! thats like the only thing I've eaten today, better not eat anything else =]. -cracks neck- when I crack my neck it hurts so much; usually cracking 4-7 times just going to the right, and then 3-5 to the left. and I can crack my fingers more than 20 times.. in one sitting... I have been cracking them a lot because my nerves are getting to me. Stupid nervious habbit. Gah. At least my hands are not always gross anymore; only sometiems! yay. Time to go, I need a new layout soon; so I will try and make one up by the end of this week; but I have prom, and Davids party, and stuff; so I dont know when I will have time to get to it. I also want to write tonight; maybe in my little poet journal book. I am watching donnie darko; great movie even the million'th time I've watched it... Its been a while so I desided to watch it again; and screw doing school work; I have all day tomorrow to do it. I am starting to get a headach; so I think I might take some asprin; although the kind I take; motrin... it makes me sleepy though. So I am not sure if I should take it; but I will... eventually. I want to sit up in my room and listen to music; write; have the black light on; the fan on, just chill. Maybe get depressed and jump off my chair to my death! lmao. No more sports for the rest of the year. Raesch and Pete came to see our game today, that was cool; they want to keep in touch; so I am going to invite them to like a lunch, and batting cages in a few weeks; when I have some money. Live for the good times in life!
Adios. Call Me.
"I miss you and your standing right next to me. I know you have to avoid me, I dont blame you. Help my jelousy calm itself and wait for the right time again to hold you in my arms once more"
"Every Single Living Creature Dies Alone"
Sorry I am back just to ask one question... and that is: Is there any really depressing movies out there; like I am trying to think of a movie that acually made me want to kill myself; something that would make the viewer depressed at the end... any ideas? Comment.
♥ Douglas
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04/18/2005
Monday
What a great weekend. I went to Corpus Christy with Charlene and her parents. We went swimming in the ocean! and the pool-hot tub. The hotel was really nice, and had a great view over the ocean-beach. At night and one morning I went for walks along the shore it was so perfect, there were fireworks in the distance we were walking twowards and the cool ocean air must have gotten to me; because I was happy. There were only a few stars out the first night, but the following night there were a lot more; it was very pretty. Food was good; although I didnt feel like eating so much - when I did I liked it. Charlenes parents are really great people; they are nice and funny, yet sometimes serious. I think I ran up their cellphone bill up like a million bazzilion dollars; and I am really sorry about it. I dont know what to do though- because I dont even have a quarter million bazzilion dollars that I could help pay for it with. I feel so bad! an Apology is nice though; I guess it helps... A little? Anyway this thursday- the 21'st is Prom. It will be a night to remember. The theam is ten years in the future- what will all the seniors be- be doing... all in good fun. I burned three cd's tonight; 1:Beck. 2:The Phantom of the Opera. 3:Disturbed. They will be good; if they burned right. I didnt talk on the phone tonight so that is why I am blogging. - am working on an annimation thing so yea - ...Blog/Update Later. Bye.
♥ Douglas
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